Good Bye 2011 & Hello 2012

2011 is coming to an end in less than 2 hours time. I've rated 2011 as a bad year for me. Many things had happened to me this year.

Started 2011 with scolding from hus when Janelle refused to sleep on 1/1/2011. Welcome a new member (SIL) to our family happily at my mom place in Jan 2011, but hus gave me a hard time on the arrangement of Janelle caretaker during the big day. These's water leaking thru the wall. At work, a changes of mgmt in singapore, 新官上任三把火, tried my best to adjusted myself to new bosses at work. Brothers facing financing problem when their investing not working well, we took out almost all our saving to help. Pop's company HR overheal and i need to step in for hiring, taking care of all HR big big small small matters over many weekends. And with this, hus went to question pop and causes a big hoha in btw both of us. In order not to let my hus knows that i'm helping pop, i went up to company during weekdays when he is around and weekends when he is not around. After a few months of rushing up and down, i'm involved in a motor accident. I'm fine but not the motorcyclist who broke his hand and leg and need to be more than 3 months of medicial leave. It's a nightmare for me, I had been very gulity of what had happened, if i in my usual self going into the rooms to says byes to the employees, maybe this accident wouldnt happened. Till now, the images will still comes to my mind when i saw Malaysia's motorbike bypass me very close which they always does, or when i feel insercure and sence the dangerous in my hus driving. I have cut down the driving myself unless is necessary. Some when this year, at a point i suspected myself went into depression... Keep reminding myself i need to work up as Janelle needs me. Janelle had a fall and hurt herself on her head which required stitches. She fall and lost half of her front tooth. My grandma pass away. Words from family members that really hurts and I learned 人言可畏。maid left us after 2 years, and I found out that our room had becomes corkroaches territory, within 2 days I have killed 15 corkroaches. We have been sleeping in the living room till I killed all the crokroaches. New maid because she had infection causing her neck to swell, i have no choice but to dropped her before she can come in Singapore spreading the virus. Agent says it need 2 weeks to get the application done for a brand new maid. So I need to apply 2 weeks leave to take care of housework and janelle. Nightmare!!!

Goodbye 2011. I'm going to leave all unhappiness in 2011 and welcoming 2012 with happiness.

Of cos, there are good things happened in 2011 too.. Like Janelle started to stand up without support. Went to US for Biz trip, BKK for Birthday Trip, Korea for Bro Marriage Trip. Won an 1 yr supply of detergent and hus won 1st price in 4D on our car plate number after my accident. After many rejection from mainstream Childcare application, finally found a school who willing to takes janelle in nov. and welcoming my new love Chanel. :)

Wishes for 2012:
- I wish janelle has a greater improvement on her development, her seizure can be in control, stop drooling, start conversing. Please Please no more seizures.
- I wish my brothers can be more 董事, stop all nonesences that need us worries.
- I wish good health and happiness to all my family and friends and you.. My reader who had been showering me with ur care and letting me knows I'm not alone thru msg via comments, emails, sms. You are always with me.

明年会更好!!!