Is this a punishment?

Back from bkk with recharged... but the very next day i'm back from bkk, janelle was down with high fever (highest went up to 39.8) and lasted for one whole week with exhausted 90% of my battery. Had been waking up middle of night to check temp, to feed medicial every 4 hourly, rushing to KKH like 3 to 4 times. Finally after given antobiotic and fever got controlled on the 7th day and that's when her daddy retuned home. Is this the punishment i got for going for a break without her??