Center of attraction

Whenever i bring janelle out, we will becomes the center of attraction because of Janelle behavior and noise she made.

Yesterday morning, out of the blue moon, hus says let's go downstair for breakfast. And there we went with Janelle. Soon later, i noticed that the tables around us are talking about janelle that doesn't make me feel good. Once after breakfast, i get helper to bring Janelle home first.

Today at church, when pastor prayed, janelle "prayed" too.. she was making noise competing with pastor prayers. Heads are turning back looking at us from all over the places, having not much choice, helper brought janelle out for a walk before send her to sunday class.

Again, today dinner, hus says let's go out for dinner with mom for mother's day. I know that with janelle and in town, it may not to be my liking. So i requested to go for early dinner instead. We went for dinner at 530pm where i not expecting much crowd. But have way the dinner, Janelle started to throw temper.. the place get crowded and once again the eyes around us, pressured me to finish my dinner as quickly as possible.

I know that there still a long way to go.. what should i do to have normal lifestyle too? I don't want to be the center of attraction and i also don't want to be confine at home for all 3 meals. :(