Watching TV and eating GuaZi is more important than having water leaking thru the wall at home... @#$%^&*... I called him many times and he ignored me.. I cant stand it and went out to give him a big scold... now he fired me back... screaming and shouting at me... i wonder what i did wrong??? I know nothing he can do.. but i just need an acknowledgement or says i will call up HDB tmr morning.. is that hard?? I guess the the only wrong i did is to marry him.
I asked myself as i wife, as i mummy i have done all i can... in US trip, i didnt spent anything on myself, all stuff i got is for janelle and him.. but none of his trip (only once) come back things for me.. This afternoon, i told him my plan, i need to go Nex to exchange the shoe then to mygym but he went to bed for his afternoon nap.. i dont want to distrub him so i brought janelle out myself to mygym with maid without disturbing him. i did up the house for CNY... i prepared everything without him worrying... he wanted to go cycling, wanted to go out late night with friends for coffee, i never says No.. and now just a small things that i hope i can rely on him.. I'm wrong. Why do i need a husband?? 4 years marriage, the only reason why it lasted till now is because out of 4 years, he is out of town 3.5 years, else i belive this marriage already long gone.
I believe as a single mom, i can handled all the things well. should i choose that way??? sick of all the nonsense from him...
I need a man to pamper me, love me, support me, think for the family and not himself, always stand at my side no matter what happened and not adding on stress to me when he wants to relax, enjoy himself. he did nothing as a man i need.
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