Lost my shopping desire?

When GSS just started, I went shopping but ended coming home empty handed. Had also not been buying any clothes from online shop too. I feel that I have lost desire to shop for myself. Till yesterday I went shopping with my sis and mom, the price tag in mango and h&m was so attracting and I bought 2 bottoms and 6 tops. Then I realised that my desire to shopping is still there but not the spending power, no I should says the not my priority anymore since I'm working from home most of the time and weekend is just mil place. 

I recalled that late last year or early this year when i need to be in office everyday for meetings, i feel that my wardrobe has no clothing which every woman did that. I set a challenge for myself, to dress myself a different sets (no duplication) to see how long i can lasted. It lasted me about a month which is good that i gave myself an excuse not to buy clothes. But now this challenge is out, don't want to reuse… so i shopped with a reason.. Getting these items are partly because need to be in office for a couple of workshops from this month,  and having such a good cook maid at home, I can't fit into my pants.. sad… and the most important factor was charging to pop together with my niece and mom loot. :p

Feel great that shopping without seeing the price tag and not me to pay it.

Random thoughts

Guess my age is catching up, my antibodies are not as strong as few years back. Now once i down with flu, it takes me more than a week to recover. 

Sausage lip

Don't know what's wrong with #msjanelle, woke up with sausage lip.

missy says its not allergy cos one side is much swollen then the other. So we guessed is insert bites… but what can be on her bed? she loves putting hands into her mouth, so i blame all to the germs on her fingers.  

Twitching On Left Side of cheek

My upper left cheek below my eye had been twitching for a week and still ongoing. initially didn't really care about it till i can feel abit of numbness on my cheek. And my colleague told me it can be a symptoms of stroke as his uncle had the same experiences before. That's scared me off to see a doctor immediately.

I went to my family doctor (western doctor), he just says "monitor" if the numbness affects your talking then go to A&E immediately as it is a stroke else just need to monitor. That's all he says, no medicines given and nothing else and i paid a $28 for consultation..

Then I also went to see TCM, she says it is due to stress, anxiety and not enough sleep that causes nerves to expand and hitting against each other. Nothing to worry as this is normal when your body is under stress and not enough sleep. She advised that all i need to do is to take rest and have a good sleep, and don't need to go under needles which had been praying not to. :-> i'm scare of needles. :)

Take Care.

I have not accepted...

When doctor from child development says 'nothing will change' and my tears just flows.. I knew that I have not accepted Janelle being special. Deep inside my heart i'm fighting... praying for miracle and hoping for improvment every day. Just developmental delay and not intellectual disabled.

Back to movie..

After 6 years, finally stepping into cinema for movies again. I used to love catching movies, at least once every week with my movie buddy - not my husband cos he said that watching movie is a waste of $ and time activity - till i have janelle.

My movie buddy dated me and there we go.. hus stay home taking care of janelle and mommy catching  GOZILLA. The world most famous monster is back, reminds of the old gorilla we watch when we are kids. Since it had been a while i been to movie, i wanted to eat popcorns, nachos, hotdog bun… My friend laughed at me having buffet in the cinema. :P

 

Facebook blessing

Recently I saw some posts on the facebook where mommies giving out items to truely bless others but some is hanging goat head selling dog meat.

There is this mummy who says 'to bless' the unused diapper and just need $2 for postage and handling fee.. but she limited each mommy to 2 pcs only.. which means $1 per pc of diaper. Thats 100% more of its org price. And best of all, strictly no meet up.. which means you have to pay cant get it for free even she is your neighbor. Whats iconic is that there are 20over comments to be "bless" for this 2 pcs diaper. 

Is this a sincere blessing?