Watching TV and eating GuaZi is more important than having water leaking thru the wall at home... @#$%^&*... I called him many times and he ignored me.. I cant stand it and went out to give him a big scold... now he fired me back... screaming and shouting at me... i wonder what i did wrong??? I know nothing he can do.. but i just need an acknowledgement or says i will call up HDB tmr morning.. is that hard?? I guess the the only wrong i did is to marry him.
I asked myself as i wife, as i mummy i have done all i can... in US trip, i didnt spent anything on myself, all stuff i got is for janelle and him.. but none of his trip (only once) come back things for me.. This afternoon, i told him my plan, i need to go Nex to exchange the shoe then to mygym but he went to bed for his afternoon nap.. i dont want to distrub him so i brought janelle out myself to mygym with maid without disturbing him. i did up the house for CNY... i prepared everything without him worrying... he wanted to go cycling, wanted to go out late night with friends for coffee, i never says No.. and now just a small things that i hope i can rely on him.. I'm wrong. Why do i need a husband?? 4 years marriage, the only reason why it lasted till now is because out of 4 years, he is out of town 3.5 years, else i belive this marriage already long gone.
I believe as a single mom, i can handled all the things well. should i choose that way??? sick of all the nonsense from him...
I need a man to pamper me, love me, support me, think for the family and not himself, always stand at my side no matter what happened and not adding on stress to me when he wants to relax, enjoy himself. he did nothing as a man i need.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Weekly Tuina
Every Sunday 930pm I will drive janelle to bt timah about 25km away from our place for massage.
See how she enjoyed the message...
See how she enjoyed the message...
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Stand up without support
Finally she clicked the milestone of stand up without support on her 29mths...
It seems very easy for all children to stands and go... But this doesn't comes in as easy for janelle. Had been doing squad to stand daily to build up her strength in knee for the past 1 year... And finally, this week she had constantly do it..
- Posted from my iPhone
It seems very easy for all children to stands and go... But this doesn't comes in as easy for janelle. Had been doing squad to stand daily to build up her strength in knee for the past 1 year... And finally, this week she had constantly do it..
- Posted from my iPhone
What a busy week...
This had been a trouble week for me... I'm like having holiday mood, not feeling to work at all... So had been trying to eat snake here and there to get my CNY preparation done.
Quite a bit of things done this week, This week had went into office 2days because of F2F meeting.. Going into office is really waste of time when u are so busy.. The traveling up and down, sending and fetching janelle to my mom place, it can takes me 3 hrs just to travel. And worst, in office it's very hard to focus as there always questions for you. Once in a while go in is good to build the bond with the colleagues, but never when peak period..
This week, managed to meet up with my bestie for lunch and also a movie.. Because it's amanda's birthday that's why i can have a break from work and janelle. We went movie at GV Gold, $28 a ticket with huge sofa... This is our first time wor... So luxury!!!
And bought and build up a birthday present for mung. P/S I only did up the head of the smallest mee kat... The rest are all done by Jess..
Brought janelle twice to kkh this week.
Tuesday for OT, and we met her PT while waiting... She back from ML and she was shocked and happy seeing janelle walking without support. :)
Thursday, we had a follow up dr at kkh too. Same old thing from dr. He asked if I'm ok to increase the drug on janelle again.. As the drug is exp, so dr asked before putting any plans on her. Since janelle has improvement, so I prefer to stay on and monitor.
This week I also managed to bring janelle for a photoshoot at a studio. But cos was too rush not able to choose the photo yet.will be back to select the photos this weekend. Will post the photos soon. Stay tune.
Had finished doing CNY shopping for both house... :)
Am looking for a vase for yin liu, but been to a couple for flora this week.. Cos see any to my liking.. Any idea where I get one???
Quite a bit of things done this week, This week had went into office 2days because of F2F meeting.. Going into office is really waste of time when u are so busy.. The traveling up and down, sending and fetching janelle to my mom place, it can takes me 3 hrs just to travel. And worst, in office it's very hard to focus as there always questions for you. Once in a while go in is good to build the bond with the colleagues, but never when peak period..
This week, managed to meet up with my bestie for lunch and also a movie.. Because it's amanda's birthday that's why i can have a break from work and janelle. We went movie at GV Gold, $28 a ticket with huge sofa... This is our first time wor... So luxury!!!
And bought and build up a birthday present for mung. P/S I only did up the head of the smallest mee kat... The rest are all done by Jess..
Brought janelle twice to kkh this week.
Tuesday for OT, and we met her PT while waiting... She back from ML and she was shocked and happy seeing janelle walking without support. :)
Thursday, we had a follow up dr at kkh too. Same old thing from dr. He asked if I'm ok to increase the drug on janelle again.. As the drug is exp, so dr asked before putting any plans on her. Since janelle has improvement, so I prefer to stay on and monitor.
This week I also managed to bring janelle for a photoshoot at a studio. But cos was too rush not able to choose the photo yet.will be back to select the photos this weekend. Will post the photos soon. Stay tune.
Had finished doing CNY shopping for both house... :)
Am looking for a vase for yin liu, but been to a couple for flora this week.. Cos see any to my liking.. Any idea where I get one???
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Janelle Stat
27/01/11 - weight 11.3kg - height 86cm
29/07/10 - weight 10.4kg
17/12/09 - weight 9.97kg - height 77.5cm
31/08/09 - weight 9.11kg - height 75.6cm
17/08/09 - weight 9.05kg - height 75.5cm
25/05/09 - weight 8.43kg height 71.5cm
11/05/09 - weight 8.09kg - height 71.5cm
14/04/09 - Weight 7.7kg - height 70cm
28/03/09 - Weight 7.55kg
28/02/09 - Weight 7.1kg
17/02/09 - Weight 7.07kg
19/01/09 - Weight 6.6kg - height 63cm
20/12/08 - Weight 6.2kg - height 62cm
24/11/08 - Weight 5.72kg
15/11/08 - Weight 5.7kg
16/08/08 - Weight 2.7kg - height 49cm
29/07/10 - weight 10.4kg
17/12/09 - weight 9.97kg - height 77.5cm
31/08/09 - weight 9.11kg - height 75.6cm
17/08/09 - weight 9.05kg - height 75.5cm
25/05/09 - weight 8.43kg height 71.5cm
11/05/09 - weight 8.09kg - height 71.5cm
14/04/09 - Weight 7.7kg - height 70cm
28/03/09 - Weight 7.55kg
28/02/09 - Weight 7.1kg
17/02/09 - Weight 7.07kg
19/01/09 - Weight 6.6kg - height 63cm
20/12/08 - Weight 6.2kg - height 62cm
24/11/08 - Weight 5.72kg
15/11/08 - Weight 5.7kg
16/08/08 - Weight 2.7kg - height 49cm
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Mygym
To provide her more exposure, interacting with normal children, we returned to Mygym. Trial on other gym like JWT, the program they have is actual the same, but the distance is much far. So we returned to mygym at tampines.
This time round, janelle does not want to sit down and listen to the teacher at all. She is always running around the classroom, always, with her in an hr gym will drained off my energy.
This time round, janelle does not want to sit down and listen to the teacher at all. She is always running around the classroom, always, with her in an hr gym will drained off my energy.
Friday, January 21, 2011
There's still HOPE
After 1.5 years, this is the first time someone told me that there is still hope for Janelle...
Glenn Doman Program!! Have been hearding about Glenn Doman, but never know how good are they.. the course is very expensive few thousands for the starters, didnt see any review and didnt met someone who tried. Till i met Janelle classmate mom, in my previous post, i mentioned that i see lots of improvement on this boy in Janelle's class. And had a chat with her mom and get to know that they are in the Glenn Doman Program. She gave me some confident and instinct to give it a try.
Today a trainer from the GDBaby called me and explained to me what is epilepsy and they will do for an epilepsy child. Epilepsy is a reflect where they will shut their brain off due to lack of oxygen. If the seizure is short, this is actually saving the brain from brain damage due lacking of oxygen. And one of the side effort medicine has is to slow down the intake of oxygen, hence usually when they are on flu/fever medicine, you will see more seizure to happens.
First Steps they will do:
1. Nutrition - less oil, less fried food and less dairy products. Not all children can takes dairy product as the reaction of cow's hormones in different body reacts differently, and this is harmful to especially to those child who is slow in development.
2. they need higher input/mobility - at 2.5yrs old, she needs to walk/run for about 200m a day to allows enough oxygen into the lung and brain
3. no vaccination for her if possible, during each jabs, they will input mercury into her body which cause slower intake of oxygen.
There is a introduction course once a year in singapore, in July. I would like to give it a shot and see how it can help janelle. First of all, i will need to get their books to read up about Glenn Doman wrote about brain damaged child.
Glenn Doman Program!! Have been hearding about Glenn Doman, but never know how good are they.. the course is very expensive few thousands for the starters, didnt see any review and didnt met someone who tried. Till i met Janelle classmate mom, in my previous post, i mentioned that i see lots of improvement on this boy in Janelle's class. And had a chat with her mom and get to know that they are in the Glenn Doman Program. She gave me some confident and instinct to give it a try.
Today a trainer from the GDBaby called me and explained to me what is epilepsy and they will do for an epilepsy child. Epilepsy is a reflect where they will shut their brain off due to lack of oxygen. If the seizure is short, this is actually saving the brain from brain damage due lacking of oxygen. And one of the side effort medicine has is to slow down the intake of oxygen, hence usually when they are on flu/fever medicine, you will see more seizure to happens.
First Steps they will do:
1. Nutrition - less oil, less fried food and less dairy products. Not all children can takes dairy product as the reaction of cow's hormones in different body reacts differently, and this is harmful to especially to those child who is slow in development.
2. they need higher input/mobility - at 2.5yrs old, she needs to walk/run for about 200m a day to allows enough oxygen into the lung and brain
3. no vaccination for her if possible, during each jabs, they will input mercury into her body which cause slower intake of oxygen.
There is a introduction course once a year in singapore, in July. I would like to give it a shot and see how it can help janelle. First of all, i will need to get their books to read up about Glenn Doman wrote about brain damaged child.
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