Content

Everytime I see the baby z grow up.. knowing more and more things, clicking one milestone after another... one side thank god and joyful for him that he did it.. but on another side how I wish my janelle can do it..

Everytime when I heard or read about friends children milestone especially for same age as janelle... how I wish my janelle can do it..

I know can not compare and should not. I accepted Janelle condition but as a mother deep in my heart im praying and hoping janelle one day can be on par.. also praying I can be content of what I have.

Mediating on:
PHP4.12.NIV I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.