Janelle was so so good in Q4 last year. But don't know what happened, her seizures returned to daily episode. Hus dropped hints to me to quit my job again and accompany her, sleep with janelle when she nap, cook for them.
I really don't know if I can. Put finance aside, can i withhold all the stress and everything all by myself. I'm already in depression when seeing janelle going thru every seizure. My mind is already not stable when coping with Janelle, cos i really dont know what else i can do for her. now at times im turning my focus to my jobs, and multi-roles I have. To stop working, 100% on Janelle, seriously I scare I will goes into serious depression condition and not able to pull myself out at all. Worst, every single cent spend will need to see his fxxxxxx face. How? How? How?
God, what should I do?
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