Cant find my Janelle....

This morning, i shut my room door and had a long conf call. by the time i ended the calls, it was about 11am, Janelle should be taking her morning nap. I went to her room and check and she was not there. I went down, didnt see maid and janelle. I ran around the blocks, sheng song, coffee shop and cant see them. I started to get panic, i went around to ask those aunties who sit below the block chit chatting. They told me they never see maids bringing children down on weekday morning before. Did another round of checking at every counters of every block.. I saw workers hidding at a counter talking over phones, but just cant see maid and janelle... While walking back to my block, i heard janelle... quickly ran behind and see... saw my maid carrying janelle talking to an ah ma.... the moment i saw her, i shouted "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"... and she shouted me back very impatiently.. "JANELLE CRYING, DOWNSTAIR WALKING LO"... i quickly take over janelle and head home... after that i didnt says a single words. 2 hrs later, when sending janelle to school... i started talk nicely to her... "You know how worried i am when i cant Janelle? Janelle is different, i afraid something will happen to her. ...... " i go on and go till i blurst into tears. And yes, she is stunned... she was behind.. "soory mom, sorry mom". Everyone can dont understand what i have been thru, but she cant... she is with us 24 hrs a day... she witnessed what i did for janelle... she witnessed what janelle did to us... she witnessed my life.....