Thursday, March 31, 2011

Feel like My own children.

Things do happened. Afterall they are still my nieces and nephew. I have the responsibility to give them abit more love and time which their parent can't provide them with and hope they can grow up healthy.

This afternoon, Mei Mei comes to me, "gugu give me $12.. I want to go crocodile farm with my teachers."

This evening, girl girl & didi shouted "gugu, please teach us how to fold"
After I teach them once, they took another piece to fold again... So I ask "why need to waste paper?" to my surprise didi reply "I want to know how to folder.. I will fold till I don't need the instruction" usually he is the lazy one, and that's surprise me... But 最董事is girl girl, she says she is doing this for charity... They going to drop into a charity box at saka sushi to help the poor... Hmmm is there such a campaign??




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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Cant find my Janelle....

This morning, i shut my room door and had a long conf call. by the time i ended the calls, it was about 11am, Janelle should be taking her morning nap. I went to her room and check and she was not there. I went down, didnt see maid and janelle. I ran around the blocks, sheng song, coffee shop and cant see them. I started to get panic, i went around to ask those aunties who sit below the block chit chatting. They told me they never see maids bringing children down on weekday morning before. Did another round of checking at every counters of every block.. I saw workers hidding at a counter talking over phones, but just cant see maid and janelle... While walking back to my block, i heard janelle... quickly ran behind and see... saw my maid carrying janelle talking to an ah ma.... the moment i saw her, i shouted "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"... and she shouted me back very impatiently.. "JANELLE CRYING, DOWNSTAIR WALKING LO"... i quickly take over janelle and head home... after that i didnt says a single words. 2 hrs later, when sending janelle to school... i started talk nicely to her... "You know how worried i am when i cant Janelle? Janelle is different, i afraid something will happen to her. ...... " i go on and go till i blurst into tears. And yes, she is stunned... she was behind.. "soory mom, sorry mom". Everyone can dont understand what i have been thru, but she cant... she is with us 24 hrs a day... she witnessed what i did for janelle... she witnessed what janelle did to us... she witnessed my life.....

Monday, March 28, 2011

Shopping night...




Not sure why, this week I just feel like shopping... I bought myself a pair of heels and laptop bag on sunday. Then back ordered blazer, pant, big oversize shirt from online shop... I also got a set of top for janelle and myself.. Same design.. Very cute and a Family set of polo tshirt for hus, me and janelle from my blogshop... Today Ordered 3 leggings for janelle.. Hmmm what's more??? - Posted from my iPhone

Saturday, March 26, 2011

范瑋琪-Love & FanFan 最重要的決定 MV

A song for you, JESS...

Friday, March 25, 2011

Janelle follow up

Yesterday we went for follow up with kkh. Kind of disappointed with the doctors. Other than increasing drugs, aren't there anything else to help janelle. Don't they know that the drug is very harmful?? They would rather save a life but damage all their organ??

When I question him i have a feeling that janelle had been overdose which causes her frequency happened so many times in march. He just replied could be. Then the plan he gave janelle was to increase drugs. Haiz.


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Thursday, March 24, 2011


当一个人倒霉,什么倒霉的事都会发生在这个人的身上。

Have I reached the bottom of valley???

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Haiz... Another time

Seeing pop headache and heart pain over nonsense created by someone... I can feel his pain. I understand pop very well, if he can resolve it, he will never come to me. Since he asked, I stepped into deep shit and dirty my hands for him. I really hope this is the last time from that someone. I beg you. Pop cannot take it anymore. He had been working very hard for everyone of us, please give him the rest of life filled with only happiness.


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Thursday, March 17, 2011

Looking forward for a break....

How i wish i can be there.... remindered me the days where having birthday break each year at resort... those are the days.

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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Support group

Met up with kayden's mom to find out more of Glenn doman program. She is using GD program on kayden and yes she see improvement on him. She shared with me abt what the class had covered. Think it should be helpful. She does encourage me to attend the class if I can afford. Very nice mummy and had shared with me about her thoughts and what she does for kayden.

More or less I have made up my mind to attend the course. Next is to apply leave -1 week and to get the application form from the center.

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Monday, March 14, 2011

Hus's rich dad, poor dad

Yesterday hus was telling me abt hus rich dad and poor dad. Both have the same educational background who are have way dropped off from primary school and both are able to reach simple newspaper. But there is thing poor dad don't have that made rich dad different. That's rich dad attitude. A never says no attitude, an attitude to give out his rest time and charge for his business just to provide his family a better standard of living. A positive towards education, he knew himself is at a disadvantage when he can't understand English, but he also encourage his next generation to upgrade himself. An attitude to work for the best.

And this is also the attitude I admired in my dad. I'm proud of him and his attitude. A couple years ago, when I was pregnant with janelle... That's when he told me that he going to give up the family business he build for the past 30 years to my uncles and come out to setup a new business with my bros. He says if he dont do that, when he is not around, there will have nothing for my bro. They will be under the uncles control and hard to shine. And he is going to use his last few years to build another empire. He took over the factory which wasn't making profit and a restaurant which was force to sell it to clear the debt which the old company has and some cash flow to start all over again. where my uncles took over those restaurants that earning money. This is the 3rd year, he told me that he had turn the red into profit. The business is starting to see profit coming in. I have no idea how he did it, but I'm very impressed and so proud of him.

He has a dream... To get a bigger place for the family. :)


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Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Brushing

It's time to teach her how to brush her teeth... Used to us having a war with her.. Now getting her to do it herself. Every morning, she will wakes me up with her lovely smile and will make her morning milk with colostrum. Then she will follow me into bathroom and brush teeth.. But she is more like biting the toothbrush then brushing. So every time when I'm done, I will do one round of quick brush for her. See how cheeky she is.







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Online NTUC shopping

This is the first time I done my groceries shopping online. Ordered all those heavy and bulky items in one shopping, and get it sent to my house with a $7 delivery fee. That's so cool.

The juices and milk arrived cold. Those in glass bottled are labeled as fragile. Not too bad.



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Colostrum - The Amazing First Milk

Janelle had been doing very well on Feb, But when it reaches March all her naughty naughty starts to come back again. From my observation, naughty will come back to her when she had a little sight cold/flu. so decided to give Janelle a try on supplement - colostrum - boosting immunities and helping her to ward off illness or recover more quickly. Started the first dose yesterday morning (3March), but naughty still come and visit her yesterday noon time. Will continue to try for another 2 weeks to see if there is any improvment.

I do did a little research:

"Colostrum is a rich milk that contains antibodies and good bacteria to protect your baby from illness. Colostrum is this incredible milk and is often referred to as "liquid gold" because of its tremendous health benefits to babies. Like breastmilk, colostrum provides numerous antibodies to the baby through its powerful white blood cells. These cells can attack harmful bacteria that may cause your baby to get sick during his first few days of life. For this reason, both colostrum and breastmilk are actually closer to human blood than they are to infant formula in their amazing ability to fight off disease and illness." -- and this is also one of the reason why i insist to breastfeed when janelle was new born. It had been always my regrets for not continue breastfeeding for Janelle. (She started having seizures when i stopped breastfeeding). So when i first got to know this supplement from my neighbour, an instinct that i must give it a try for janelle. of cos, before i commit, i read up online to ensure this will not do more harm for her. "No significant bovine colostrum side effects have yet been reported in the medical literature"

Little Janelle

Every morning, she is in good mood and have all cheeky facial expression that make me laugh . This is what made my day every morning and give me strength to move on.































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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

What's a Saturday

Last Saturday was a busy day for me.. Seldom we have such a full packs of events in a day. Feel so fulfilling, a day and done ao many things.

1. Bring Janelle out for Breakfast

2. Mr and Mrs Brian Lim Solemnization lunch -- had a very relaxing lunch with our uni friends.. There is only blessing and laughters in the air.











3. Ashlynn & Arial full month celebration
Oh gosh, these 2 sweeties really melted me. Especially Arial, just a month old baby, she will smile when we play with her. They played with each other when we place them together. They gave a urge to have another kid to accompany janelle..

4. Swimming at MBS, while janelle moon tanning as it's too cold for her to be in water.












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Classic

Saw a classic kitchen cabinet that remind me my young days




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Monday, March 7, 2011

Root Cause of Janelle

After reading so many articles, doing research of Janelle illness, i guess i have found the root cause. It's all because of that incident. My fear really happened.

When Janelle was almost 5 months in my tummy, i was traumatizes on an incident which i dont know why i started to cry and i cant stop crying. I guess the pregnancy has make me into a different person then, if without pregnancy, the most my tear will rolled down and I can get over it very fast. After 30 mins, i went into a breathless stage for about 15min which i tried my best to calm myself down and catch my breath for Janelle.. That's the only time i can feel fear in myself because of Janelle. Had been very worried till i went for the detailed scan next day when the doctor assured that baby is doing well. Yesterday i came across a FAQ on an epilepsy site which the doctor replied at any stage of the pregnancy having lack of oxygen from mummy, it may or maybe be the root cause.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Today Lunch!!

Recipe: Penang Char Hor Fun (炒河粉)Serves 3-4 people
Ingredients:
1/2 pack hor fun or flat rice noodles (32 oz pack)1/2 pack vermicelli (14 oz pack)3 tablespoons oil1 tablespoon soy sauce1 tablespoon kecap manis
Toppings:
12 shrimp (peeled and deveined)12 thin pieces of pork meat12 bay scallops12 thin pieces of fish cake1/2 can chicken broth (14 oz can)5 stalks chinese mustard green/choy sum (cut into 2-inch length)1 1/4 cup water3 cloves garlic (minced)
Starch:
2 tablespoons corn flour1/4 cup water
Seasoning:
2 tablespoons oyster sauce1/2 tablespoon soy sauce1/8 teaspoon fish sauce1/2 teaspoon sugar2 dashes white pepper powderSalt to taste

Method:
Soak the vermicelli in warm water for 15 minutes or until soft. Drain the water and set aside.
Break the flat rice noodles off by peeling the layers. Set aside.
Heat up a wok and add 1 1/2 tablespoon of cooking oil. Toss in the vermicelli and do a quick stir. Add 1/2 tablespoon of soy souce and 1/2 tablespoon of kecap manis and continue to stir the vermicelli until the soy sauce and kecap manis are well blended with the vermicelli. Continue to stir until the vermicelli are lightly burned or charred. Dish up and set aside.
Repeat the same for the flat rice noodles. Dish up and set aside.
Add some oil in a wok and stir-fry the minced garlic until fragrant.
Add in the pork, shrimp, bay scallops, fish cake and do a quick stir.
Add the chicken broth and 1 1/4 cup of water immediately.
Add in all the seasoning and bring it to boil.
Add in the starch mixture to thicken the gravy.
Add in the mustard green, do a quick stir and turn off the heat.
On a plate, place the fried vermicelli and flat rice noodles equally.
Pour the gravy and toppings on the noodles and vermicelli. Serve hot.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

CNY Phtotoshoot

Brought Janelle for a photoshoot in CNY theme without my husband. He is either not willing to pay or always not free. So this time i do without him, just me and janelle. The result wasnt that good from this photoshoot, Janelle is not enjoying.. she didnt really smile and she is more difficult to control. haaa, she always want to walk around, pushing the chairs, she wants to do things that she wants to do and not what we tell her to do. haiz.

These are the photos that i choose and took back which i feel are still ok, the rest are either she is not looking in the camera or she is having an angry look, not pretty.. last year of photoshoot i took back like 70+ photos cos all are nice... but this time i only took back 7 photos which are ok only.