Sunday, August 22, 2010

Just a feeling...

如果我说我一点都不自卑菁萱的condition,那是偏人的。

I have been trying my best to stay positive and accept Janelle. But at times I cant stop myself to have feeling like envy when see a child clever, angry when janelle cant do things as i told, dont know how to answer ppl when they ask me how old is janelle as their next sentence will be "wow, 2 yrs old still dont know how to walk and talk?".

I dont feel comfortable when someone keep looking at Janelle... dont ask me why...

2 comments:

  1. Janelle is very pretty, if I were to see such a pretty little gal, will also take a second glance at her. So for all you know, others may be envying you for having such a sweet girl. Don't read too much into it la.

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  2. u have done an amazing job as janelle's mum.. just dont think too much.. as the other person has said, your daughter is really pretty.. i hope you will be strong and that your daughter will be better soon.. janelle is lucky to have a mum like you who is so determined and even chose to work from home to take care of her.. i dont know if you are catholic or christian, but someone has once told me that god will never give you a problem that you cannot solve.. be strong, i really admire you..

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