Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Am a bad mom?

Just now when i'm feeding my girl last fed of the day, she took 45min to finish 60ml.. another 60ml to go, but my mil took her away saying that she wants to continue. but actually she want me to stop feeding my girl. then she says she is full and i keep feeding her till she feel uncomfortable... 60ml only.. later in the night, i will be the one suffer cos i'm the one taking care of her.

At 10.10pm, i wanted to put her yao yao and make her sleep, but my mil says she not feeling comfortable good and pull her out from the sarong. I keep telling my mil that she is very tired, let's make her sleep.. she refused to beleive me, i insist to put her into sarong and let my mil yao for 5 min she fall asleep while i do my pumping... then my mil carry her into the room for me at 11pm. But when she placed her on the bed, janelle woke up.

Oh god, how? not sure how long i still can tahan. wake up every night, sleep less than 5 hrs, working, pressured, mil... how?

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