Problem after problem

Company is going thru retrenchment. PPL come and ppl go.. No one is important to the company, everyone is possible. Feeling very down as few of my closed colleagues in US and HK was being cut. Don't know when is my turn.

My in laws are calling me  and asking abt my financial and asking me to stop selling clothes.  I explained to them the matters is not only  money. .. We don't mark up the price horribly, its just a reason that girls can a break from the family during the flea.

Brothers are on deep shit and I have emptied my bank for them. Haiz. When will they learn.

Lots more problem around me. At this point of time I just want to be ostrich, Bury my head down and know nothing. 

God says he will give when asked.  I asked and declared received in jesus name.

Offside meeting at melacca 2014

Waking up at 530 am to catch the company bus to melecca to meet the KL folks for an offset meeting. It's a bit crazy 8 hrs of bus journey 4 hrs of meeting.

After the meeting... colleagues bought me to have the famous durian puff and jonker 88 chendo.. its the gula melaka that make it fragrant so nice. Heee.. In the end I bought back 1kg of gula melaka..

As usual I bought a hard rock tshirt for janelle.. and this is what I get from her this morming....
Me: sweetie, see what mama got for you from melecca. It's a hard rock tshirt to add into ur collection.
Janelle: well done
Me: ||| you are most welcome.

This is my alarm clock works

This is how my alarm clock works everyday. .  And she wakes me up without fail at her own time own target. Can be as early as 6.. the best day she will allow me to sleep till 8am. She sleep I sleep, she wakes up and I wake up.

1. She will come near me
2. She will pull off my blanket
3. She will climb over me
4. She will start pinching me
5. If still haven't response the.. her final step is pull my hair..

Have u guess it? Yes my alarm clock is ms janelle.

Oh family is growing

Making the growing up fun..

喝水都会胖

Now I'm in a stage where 喝水都会胖。I have eating as usual, sometime lesser.. but my weight is going up monthly.  Why?

Coughing

Don't know since when I became so sensitive and fragile... had been down with flu and cough for a month.. doctor suspect is due to the haze which causes sensitive nose...

MIL 70th Birthday

Hus started wanting to celebrate 70th for his mom. At first he wanted to make it big by inviting relatives, but mil don't want. She just wanted a small family event will do. Selected a few places but all shot down as sil wanted somewhere nearby. So ended up Pinsi Yishun, but I managed to get a KTV room so they can sing songs.

2014 Mid Autumn Festival

BBQ it Steamboat? None can make up the mind, then we do both....

Genetics test

Months ago doctor from department of child development recommended us to bring janelle for a genetics test. Didn't think too much and followed the flow..

J and hus asked why would I want to go for genetics test?? what can I do after knowing if it is a genes problem?? will there be an solution of its a genes issue?? All the why came out from them..

After more than 3 months of wait.. spending nearly a thousand of dollar.. The result is finally out. Hus was not avaliable so i went alone. Early morning before i left house, hus told me the result doesnt mean anything. Whether is it normal or not.. its no longer mean anything to him cos he know it very well that there wouldnt have any change to janelle life anymore. He asked me not to worry too much and don't take the result too hard.

With a heavy heart and in a messy mind, I went in to hear the result. Everything is normal.. High level and commonly dna that causes seizures was tested and everything is normal. Of cos there are more detailed test that can ve taken and deep dive into each cells but decided not to further presume for gens test, like hus shared.. what can u do if it is gens problem? Bascially is Nothing.. is FYI kind of test, so save the money and janelle blood. Doctor also shared that I would have a 25% as compared to average of 1% chamce to have other children having the same condition as janelle. That's the take away from these test.

I shared with my mom, she says the chances not high can try. I shared with my mil, she says if you scare then don't.  And I agreed with my mil, both hus and myself heart are too fragile now to have another janelle.

Miss Janelle turn 6

My checky turned 6 this year.. a small celebration with the family...