Monday, October 29, 2012

Janelle's little boyfriend

Janelle has one little boyfriend from church who they can share one iPhone watching YouTube.


Another little boyfriend to walk her out after school everyday.






Oh dear, 长大还得了。

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Sunday, October 28, 2012

Our baptism on 28 Oct 2012

6 months after we accepted Christ as our Lord and savior. We experienced his awesome grace and faithfulness upon this little household. He healed Janelle's Epilepsy, healed my broken heart and He had let me know that I'm no longer alone, He shined light and brought hus out of darkness. We want more and more of Him and to fulfill His command, we're to be baptized following our decision to accept Him into our lives.




















I'm so glad that my mil, A, B and C & V came to be our personal videographer, photographer and nanny when we are so busy. It was such a beautiful ceremony and we're so thankful for having them witnessed one of our important milestone.

Shared a little testimony of how God plan for this little household. After the service, there is a pastor from sze chuan came up to me and calling me 英雄妈妈。I was so shocked and of cos 不敢当。She prayed for us and encouraging me with lots of 加油。simple encouragement and appreciation message always made me feel good, cos this had let me know that what I had done for janelle is the right thing.

And I give all glory to God.

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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

It's a tough week and it will be blessed

Started with Janelle down flu and cough, disturbing her in the middle if night. She woke up at 4am the day before, then 3am yesterday and 2am this morning. All her nap time was disturbed. :( not to mention, at work, I'm stepping in to back up my lead, so I'm now dual role which means workload x2.

Yesterday night thanks God that her cough was better but she still woke up in the middle of night doesn't know what happened to her. When I was patting her, I prayed to God. Suddenly I had a vision that this morning 2am disturbed is due to the drop of medication. Was too tired, didn't really went to think of anything. This morning when sitting down hus for breakfast, recalled that doctor even mention that nitrozepem should only be used for short term and this drug can cause addiction. So I guess the night disturb and the stunned she had these few days is due to the drop of nitrozepem. I prayed that God give me the strength to breeze this through.

Yes, last month both hus and I got a vision that we can drop the medication. So we did. A quarter tablet a every 2 to 3 weeks. Praise Lord, Janelle is healed and she had been seizure-free since 2 months plus ago.


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Sunday, October 14, 2012

Learning 123

She can count 1 to 10 now. Took out my iPhone wanted to rec it down :

YouTube Video

She lost her focus and keep looking at herself on iphone when I'm recording, by the count of 10, she took over my iPhone, pointed to herself and ask me "who?"
=_=|||

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Newbornssss

This month, I carried 4 newborn.. Oh God, they are so cute..
Baby Zyan (my nephew) - 15 Sept 2012




Baby Azel ( BFF Joyce's #3) - 17 Sept 2012




Baby Benson (colleague RongMei's #1) - 23 Sept 2012




Baby Eason (Ms Phoon's nephew #3) - 18th Oct 2012




And they are all boys.. Fulfilled my dream of having a boy as #2. Lol :) Ok, I had enough of newborn..

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Saturday, October 13, 2012

Winning at Home

Today Pastor B message had once again touches that piece of darkness door in me. It's about Family Love. He shared abt his goal of Family Love, is to let the family feel Love, Acceptance and forgiveness. I asked myself, Love, i have done it well to my families, be it this little family or my maternity family or even in laws. I did whatever i can. As for Acceptance, frankly specking, I'm still learning how to embrace their fault and forgive. Give me some time, I will pray for it to be done.

He ends his message with a question? "If time can reserve, would you still choose he/she be your another half?" I have my answer and God knew it. I pray "Let Your kingdom comes, let Your will be done".

My simple take away for today :) When 2 become 1, they become one. There is no which one.

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Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Silly accident

Yesterday rushing to fetch Janelle to rainbow, took some documents and when slog into my bag, I cut my eye corneal. :(

I'm ok. Just that my eyes are now very sensitive to light. Can't watch TV, laptop and not even mobile phone. When too glaze, my tears will become water tap with non stop tearing. And with very irritated right eye, it seems that something is inside.. Argh.

Doctor says it should recover within 48 hrs, if dont, then I need to go to eye specialist.





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Monday, October 8, 2012

Hmmm

When I told my hus that this is my peak period for readiness at work, and I have to stand in as acting lead for these 4 months.. Wanted his support for my working hours, instead of getting his support.. He asked me to quit my job because of my stress.. Wtf.. When I told him janelle and household expenses and abt our dream, he shut up.

男人。


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Sunday, October 7, 2012

sister's love

The first time witnessed my Janelle followed SJ everywhere.. Played, laughed, sing song, eat and drink together, with janelle showing her interest and her intention. both of them even hide at the stairs sharing twisters.












I give all Glory to God...

Yesterday my baby sis and SIL very cute.. When I'm playing with baby zyan, both of them ganged together trying to persuade me for #2. Sis even best, she suggested that we try baby at the time and we can pregnant during the period. Lol. Both of them forget that they have in law or mummy to take care of the baby and I'm alone furthermore who alike single parent where husband need to travel alot. Having #2 isn't equal no sleep, no life for myself... I'm tired.

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